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Hello Again
My second day and I'm already like WOW!!!!
Well today I woke up feeling like I had to do something special today. It was a good day and it still is....Yesterday Blog was deep for me because I 'm use to just keeping things to myself and to give a little of my story was very astounding. Not saying that I would not share my story but I still like to look like I've been saved since birth but we all know that is a lie. LOL! But really life sometimes makes you feel so many things and sometimes your mind is at the point where it doesn't know what to do....... But man when I tell you that to be at peace in your mind and to start having that feeling of over coming many things is priceless... Feels like I should do one of the commercials for what is priceless and what is not. Sally brought tickets online for a Nickel back's concert for her son= 85.00 The look on her son's face when she gave it to him = Priceless. LOL!!!

Family, Friends, Lover, Partner
I've just realize that Family can sometimes lead you in the direction that may not be where God wants for you.
Along with friends too... But what’s so funny about friends, lovers and those we call partners is that we tend to choose the friends that we most envy or desire to be like. Our inner self wants to be that person that can get all the attention whether good or bad, wants to be the one people fear/hate on whatever it may be. But when you start to desire the things of others that’s when you denounce the very thing that God has giving to you.. As I look in the mirror at myself and really start answering the questions that is being thrown back into my face I start/started to realize that I told God that He made a mistake with me that He didn't pour into me the things that would make me a great person. Then I fond myself trying to make myself into the person that I thought I should be... Wait I know I'm not the only person that has done it....Lets throw some examples out there: Wear fitted clothes because you think that if you wore the items that showed off your figure/butt whatever you would be fly.....LOL instead you probably looked tight...okay one more you would spend your last on what you thought everybody else was either rocking or doing just so that you could fit in with Jones. Well If you haven't someone around you have. But whatever the case maybe you felt that way.
Pressure from the World
While having a conversation with my lovely Grandmother she began to talk to me about when we become save that we are evicted from the world and that we no longer fit into it's make up. Can't remember exactly the scriptures she gave to me but it came out of Exodus and its the part when Moses goes to Him and asked him to let his people go for 3 nights so they could pray to GOD....But what stuck out as we were talking was that part where Moses asked for his people to be release. Why it stuck out to me I don't know......But as she was explaining it to me that’s when God began to really speak to me about that... I chosen to be evicted from this earth and I get myself in more trouble when I try to move back into the same place I left..it don't feel right, its not natural... so when you leave the realm of His holiness you begin to try harder to fit into a place where really everyone around you know you don't belong but you.
Final thought
Being please at where you are in GOD is a big thing that you must be able to just breath when you feel that you are not progressing as fast you think in GOD... Our progress and God's progress is totally different and where we maybe use to fast and the quick action God just wants us and his holiness.... So when you feel that your not moving fast enough step back and ask God to grant you patience and when He feels that you have waited enough his grace shall fall upon you.

Wait on Him, love on Him, look towards Him, be with Him... Not saying it's easy but what do u really have to lose if you do.

Love and Kisses Tiff