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When you feel that things aren't going your way sometime we need to really get out of ourselves and focus in on others..... Things will begin to change.

Lord My God I asked that you forgive me for anything that was not of you and that you grant me the peace to really give to others what you have given to me.. That your love that you have shown me I may show someone else......Lord look pass my faults and see your sons blood that covers me every day. I pray for peace for anyone that reads my bog and that everything that they are going through is met. Amen..... Love ya!!! Tiff...

Another Walk

Well last time I didn’t finish my last post for time just ran away from me… but today my post will be finish and ready for everyone……LOL!!
*Stay pushing, stay moving...until you received a well Done from the Man who counts*
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Birth: awaken in my soul to know that you alone are waiting on me to mold and form another human being….Carry on what is your Will….
Open: I open my heart not only to you and all those around me so that I could feel what I thought I was longing for so many years…not realizing that you alone had already opened up to me.
Touch: your hand that swipes across my faces as the day to day life over takes my moment to relax in your presence.
Heart: the beat of one the beat of another.... expecting you to save me from the beat of myself……grasping for you to save me from the last beat of it all….. ME!!
Foundation: Me, me is who I look at to know if this foundation is cracked or if this foundation is broken all together…reading on you…. leaning on…. remembering on how you were my foundation before I left you alone.
Grasping: to be overlooked, to be over shadowed by the multitude of things that have dragged me further and further away from your Call, grace, presence…
Holding: to hold on to every last thing that I have for you…..To come and rescue me from what the world say is living and I say is dying…. my flesh is dying before my eyes what am I to do… what am I to say….but let my action show you….I crawl to your feet and not only will I not let go until you take me back into the birth place but I will not move as I wash your feet with every tear, problem, stress that fits because what I have realize is that I no longer what to Birth into this world another one of…………you finish the rest…

What I am realizing everyday about who I am is that I don’t like the person I have became over the years….because I conform to what others thought I should be or what they even excepted me to be I in return lost who I know I could be……Don’t let the world conform you…don’t let the treasures of other entice you to leave the person GOD wants you to be……

“He alone has the last say……so their only one person to check in with!”

*Hugs and Kisses*

Life After

Life...Living......Watching......Breathing......


Now as I live a life that is not mines but myself desires to have the control over it...sit back and realizes that I am not myself...I am not my own...I am not my leader. So much to do but so little time.....evaluating my decisions that affect not only me but those around me... A bird once told me that my relationship requires the same amount of work that my hair, make-up and school requires. I believe that I would fly by and Aces this course but what I am realizing is that I can't Ace anything I'm not studying.


If feels like I've been gone for so long that I have so much to tell you. First, when I feel a certain way I made it a habit to write it down so that I may think on what it is the Lord is trying to show me or tell me. Second even if I don't have a pen and pad handle I made it my business to write myself a text. Finally, here are some of my random thoughts...I know your probably like where am I going with this but keep reading you'll get it. Okay Here it goes:

*Okay so I've notice a few changes in myself that I can't help but to be shaken by it....my life has gone form bad to worst in less then a year....no direction or faith that i might over come this trap.....
Okay wow...at this point I'm on this spell about really being set free of all things that i bound myself with and things that I tend to add on to myself...What is special about having a relationship that is open and free to just be is that you don't have to hold back...but if you are a person that is reserved and calm it takes while before you actually say what is on you heart so that you can being to overcome the traps...


*I'm tired of being locked in the same place and not moving forward. How do you move forward when you are use to the things of the world? I received a confirmation from a good friend of mines that told me that I hold the power and with me out of order I cannot effectively make change in the Kingdom....to denounce your flesh is to turn away from all things connected to it....time to walk into my victory instead of walking around it....


So I really have a lot to say but another time, another day..... to be continue

*Hugs and Kisses*